ANGER!!

So people are stupid.
That's all I have to say about that.

Also, I REALLY hate speeches. There's a reason I stay backstage in theatre.

Words fail.

I'm exhausted.
Today brought up so many feelings from my past...feelings that I thought that I had under control...that I hadn't thought about in years.
Remembering what it was like to feel thoroughly alone, whether that loneliness was caused by being somewhere by yourself, not being able to emotionally connect with even one person while surrounded by a crowd, or whether you are wandering your darkened house in the middle of the night...wishing that one person would hear you...would wake up and stop you from doing the thing you most want and dread.
Loneliness prevails.
It's something that everyone experiences at some point in time in life. For some...there is nothing else. There was a time in my not-so-distant past when that was my life, when every day was filled with such intense loneliness and longing...
And two simple minutes bring all of those memories rushing into my brain...

I thank God that the person I was is no longer who I am...

Sometimes...

Sometimes what you ask for is not what you want.

Sometimes what you want is something you know you can't ask for.

Sometimes the things you most want to say elude your tongue.

Sometimes the things you say lead you further away from what you mean.

Sometimes everything you mean can be expressed in one look.

Sometimes you remain unseen and unheard.