A Complaint Free World

I'm gonna do it. I received my purple bracelet in the mail today.
I think it needed to happen.
This is gonna be hard. I complain a lot. I mean, that's why I know I need to do it.
I was thinking the other day about what I dislike most about where I am right now. And it really is that I complain too much. I don't want that to be who I am...

I state again, this is gonna be hard.

The things for which I'm longing...

I need to stop complaining.
I need a hug.
I just want to sit and relax and cuddle with a boy. And that is infuriatingly girly of me.
I need to understand that sometimes it's okay to be girly.
I want Cinderella to magically be completed.

I want to go to Thailand.
I need to learn Thai.

I need to hold my niece and nephews and let their innocent joy to seep into my soul.

I need to get some JJ Heller.
I want to meet Glen Hansard.
I want to sing with Glen Hansard.

I need to pray without ceasing.
I need to remember that I don't have to be in control of my life. Someone else has got that.

I need to remember to take my pills.
I need to understand that I can't rely on them to fix my problems.

I want to be filled to overflowing.